for my beloved cat ~ <3
Today, april 26th 2012. i know that you feel so sick and i do nothing. i know taht you are in pain, but i leave you alone.but, do you know that i think of you all times? do you know that i can not concentrate in my study though today's test is hard? i just call your name to make sure that you are alive. i know that you can feel it, right? you can answer me like usual, you can not see me fordward because your head feels heavy, i know it. you don't want to eat or drink, it is because your stomach does not feel right, what did you eat actually? i am just curious, and angry actually. sometimes i want to be an animal's doctor, so i can cure you, to make you stay healthy again. but i am just an ordinary college girl that knows nothings. so i can not do anything for you. today, before i take a bath, you know that i look for you, right? i call you thousand times, but you answer just twice with your heavy voice. maybe i can feel that you will leave me, i cry all the times in my bath room, i don't know why, i keep thinking of our pasts, when we spent times together, when you fell asleep beside me, that you always make me laugh, those memories keep walking in my mind. i decide to look for you and touch your fur again, but don't you know that i am so shocked!i touch your dead body, you can not move again, my tears keep falling. your brother comes to you and wants to have fun with you as ususal, but you can not do it nymore. i take your necklace and your brother plays with it. after you have gone, do you know that your brother keeps coming to your place and return your necklace on it? i am very touched, and my tears can not be hold again. when i arrive in my campus, some friends encourage me, but that floody tears keep coming. though i have to di the exam, my mind goes to you all the time. you are the cutes cat that i have ever kept. i am so sorry that i can not take care of you well, i can not be your best friend though you have become my best friend. you always accompany me when i am bored, angry, when i study, watch tv, and etc. thanks for making such nice memories, i will never forget you. i will take care of your family. goodbye to you, i hope you feel better there, so you can not feel your pain here, i am right, aren't i? please forgive me, i am so fool that i can not make you stay healthy forever, that ican not make you grow happily with your mom and your brother. your necklace is placed in your brother's neck right know, he will keep it, as if he keeps you in his heart. he keeps looking for you, he is confused and doens't know what to do. he doesn't have any friend to play without you. i promise i will be a better one someday.please come and visit sometime, maybe not in our reality, come in my dream so we can play together again. goodbye, sayonara, annyeong my beloved cat, mbes ^^
Today, april 26th 2012. i know that you feel so sick and i do nothing. i know taht you are in pain, but i leave you alone.but, do you know that i think of you all times? do you know that i can not concentrate in my study though today's test is hard? i just call your name to make sure that you are alive. i know that you can feel it, right? you can answer me like usual, you can not see me fordward because your head feels heavy, i know it. you don't want to eat or drink, it is because your stomach does not feel right, what did you eat actually? i am just curious, and angry actually. sometimes i want to be an animal's doctor, so i can cure you, to make you stay healthy again. but i am just an ordinary college girl that knows nothings. so i can not do anything for you. today, before i take a bath, you know that i look for you, right? i call you thousand times, but you answer just twice with your heavy voice. maybe i can feel that you will leave me, i cry all the times in my bath room, i don't know why, i keep thinking of our pasts, when we spent times together, when you fell asleep beside me, that you always make me laugh, those memories keep walking in my mind. i decide to look for you and touch your fur again, but don't you know that i am so shocked!i touch your dead body, you can not move again, my tears keep falling. your brother comes to you and wants to have fun with you as ususal, but you can not do it nymore. i take your necklace and your brother plays with it. after you have gone, do you know that your brother keeps coming to your place and return your necklace on it? i am very touched, and my tears can not be hold again. when i arrive in my campus, some friends encourage me, but that floody tears keep coming. though i have to di the exam, my mind goes to you all the time. you are the cutes cat that i have ever kept. i am so sorry that i can not take care of you well, i can not be your best friend though you have become my best friend. you always accompany me when i am bored, angry, when i study, watch tv, and etc. thanks for making such nice memories, i will never forget you. i will take care of your family. goodbye to you, i hope you feel better there, so you can not feel your pain here, i am right, aren't i? please forgive me, i am so fool that i can not make you stay healthy forever, that ican not make you grow happily with your mom and your brother. your necklace is placed in your brother's neck right know, he will keep it, as if he keeps you in his heart. he keeps looking for you, he is confused and doens't know what to do. he doesn't have any friend to play without you. i promise i will be a better one someday.please come and visit sometime, maybe not in our reality, come in my dream so we can play together again. goodbye, sayonara, annyeong my beloved cat, mbes ^^
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