tyas_ajeng ^^

i just wanna share this story. maybe it has happened in you.
Times when i fall and rise again...

" i'm so sad, so weak, so powerless. feel like i can't do anything right. llike i'm the one who is wrong. others look at me with their tricky eyes, looking at me like they are looking at dust, dust that can be flown away if they blew it. but, inside my heart, there is a fire, a will. A will to make my self turns into a star, a star that shines all day dan night. Though it seems so impossible, it is not easy, and it will  take a long long distance, i will track on it. I can straighten my belt and i'm ready to run, run with my maximal speed, run fast,urn through them. I'll prove it to my own self, that i'm a worthed one. I will always say KEEP FIGHTING!!! AND DO MY BEST " ^^

" we are B. B, that is not an A. Class B that can never become class A. we are lower class students that were classified and picket out as class B. it is not because our school divides the students like this, no matter what school it is, there are top students, and dunces. Advanced classes, and slower classes. only the names are different, but A and B are the same. I, even only until few days ago, had left this school. because i was embarrased that i have no talent in singing. I had run away. I want to ask all of you. Is a dream something just for those with talent? if you had no talent, shoul you not even dream at all? If you are going to dream, you have to close your eyes first. if you close your eyes, it is not important how other people view you. only when you close your eyes, you will meet the real you, not the one that everyone sees. Don't ever give up on your dreams. teh reason for that is, a dream is not just for the one with talent, but for anyone who dreams. with the feeling of running into the rain, with a shabby little umbrella, now we are going to dream a big dream regardless of the talent. this song, to those that are hurt because of dreams and to those who are forced to give up their dreams. we dedicated it to all of the class B's. "

" i'm a girl, just a girl, a girl that you dont even notice when she passes by. she is not even pretty at all, she keeps her eyes down. just an ordinary person. I'm a boy, just a boy, just one of the countless ones. with nothing special, a person without any virtues. we are B, class B life, wanting to become class A, we B, B, abnormal B, that wants to become normal. i have nothing to speak for, i just poss useless things, we are just sweating rubish like sweats. my surroundings that are more frustated than my frustated heart, i am getting more axhausted than others' expression. somehow, i find the specialness that i have inside me, i wonder if there will be a day that i can show it to you? before i lose all my dreams, that i have inside my heart, will the light shine upon me? ~ "